I felt sad today because Anna was sick. I am sometimes surprised by how much it affects me when she isn't doing well. She stayed home from church and Bible study today because she didn't feel good. There were one or two times when I felt like crying a bit. I had some people in the 'prayer room' pray for us at church and I went into a little more detail with some of the people at small group. Rinda Scott offered to bring us dinner, which was a nice gesture, but I felt a little embarrased about. Its not like this is a tragic event where I'm incapable of taking care of her, but then I wonder if I didn't decline out of pride. All I know is that Rhea was right when she said that it was sometimes rough on me also. It might just be on her behalf, but it is simetimes rough. I need to share this with more people and I have slowly been talking with different trusted friends. All our immediate family knows and several of our friends. But its not really the kind of thing we want to send out in a newsletter.